Nurul Syafinaz Binti Raie.
She's not pretty like other girls. She just live with her own life. Nothing special about her. But, she can smile, smile and smile eventho her heart is hurting. She can hide her feeling with everyone around her. She laugh, she smile, she make a joke. But no one knows how her feeling actually. When she's alone, she will crying over and over.
Why? just because she has a weak heart. Falling in love with someone that she can't have it. Falling in love is easy. But forget someone that we love is difficult. She realize that. But she still keep saying that she can forget him. But in her real life, she can't.
No one knows how her feeling right now. What she gonna do. Because she acted like nothing happened. Yeah. She moving on her life. But in her deep heart, she knows. That she can't do it.
But tonight, she realize something that whatever that her did. He will not coming back to her. The love that they make it before this, she can't have it anymore. Forever. Yeah. She admit it. That post on twiiter, facebook, entry in her blog is all about him. But, a boy that she love so much will not coming back. Will not say, "I'm back into your arms. I miss you so much". Yeah what the hell on this. She's dreaming!
Memories. Now, the only things that make her mouth smile is memories. Memories that always make her miss him, smile and laugh. She live on her memories with him. She stand over just because their memories. She laugh because of memories. She move on because she wants that memories will rewind it like before.
Impossible. It can't be. Yes. Everything is over. Their relationship is over. No more. The end.
And now, she stand on reality. She decide everything tonight. That she will not return on her past. Close the old book. She will make a new book. Every part of her life before this, she will forget. Yeah. Everything will be memories. And she will not keeping the memories with her anymore. Just throw it away!
In Shaa Allah. One day, she will find a new love. Her Imam's that will be Imam in her solat, that will love her more than her did. In Shaa Allah :')
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